my journal

June 16th 2024

me @ me: what if i don't actually have autism... what if i'm just lying to myself... what if i just am making up all my symptoms...
also me: man i genuinely love doing this repetitive hand-editing of all ten thousand of my html journal entries from 2022 to now... i don't understand why other people think this is boring and tedious, it's so fun and fulfilling :) now that i'm done i'm going to hand-edit all ten thousand html files for my character's music player... reminds me of that time i drew every single little line on every single feather of a character's enormous wings that took up most of the page... so relaxing :)

why am i like this lmao we know why
i've spent the better half of this week using 100% of my spare time on converting these journal entries and my brain is only like "man that was great!! are there any MORE repetitive html tasks i could do??"